Changes in Spiritual Formation May Result in Layoff
Nicole White
As a new Campus Pastor prepares to take the helm, worry has surfaced over the possible elimination and consolidation of positions in the Spiritual Formation Dept.
Those close to the situation, including numerous student leaders, have raised concerns, saying that removal of a key figure who would provide support for the new Campus Pastor will harm the health and direction of spiritual formation on the campus.
At the end of this semester it is understood that Carlos Fernandez, Pastor of Worship Ministries, could be let go.
“I was told in Feb. that my job would most likely be eliminated at the end of this year,” Fernandez said.
Administration could neither deny nor confirm due to legality issues, but did say no final decisions have been made.
“Those who are working on how to move Vanguard to a place of financial sustainability are taking this work very seriously and are agonizing over the consideration of every position and option,” President Dr. Carol Taylor said.
This move would mark one more change as the University works to expand the role of pastoral leadership while cutting back for budget reasons, according to Fernandez. For those close to Fernandez who were aware of the situation, the potential removal of this beloved and trusted face comes as a shock.
“I know that those in charge would like to take Spiritual Formation in a ‘new direction’,” junior and current worship leader Jamie Bransom said. “I just hope that Vanguard’s new Spiritual Formation Dept. does not forget or diminish the work, heart, time, and dedication that Carlos has put into his position.”
Fernandez is known as an important element in the spiritual health of the campus, and for going above and beyond to form relationships with students and demonstrate his passion for Christ.
“Carlos has brought an invaluable dynamic to the Spiritual Formation Dept. and Vanguard as a whole,” senior Amanda Ahrenberg and previous worship team leader said.
As Pastor of Worship Ministries, Fernandez knows changes are needed, but disagrees with the severity of how that is being accomplished.
“They [administration] are trying to rescue us from dying, but we are in a place of maybe throwing out our identity,” Fernandez said, whose possible removal would not affect the job of his wife and Laguna Hall RD, Andi Fernandez.
Looking back on his days as a student and the subsequent years working at Vanguard, Fernandez reminisced. “It was a place that still felt like a tight knit community—it valued you as an individual in that community.”
That is a feeling some say is not felt as strongly now.
“I’m not convinced that the appropriate response to rectify these issues is being taken,” Ahrenberg said. “As a student highly invested in this institution, I believe that the reason why Vanguard is so successful is largely because of people such as Carlos who have greatly contributed to the atmosphere of community.”
As chapel accountability continues to be an issue, some fear that spiritual formation is being viewed as just another program on campus.
“My concern is the direction of the spiritual life on campus and what they [administration] feel is important,” senior Johnny Giovati a spiritual formation intern and member of ASB said. “There is a sense of hard rejection of current programs in spiritual formation by the administration involved in overseeing this.”
Everything will now fall to this one person, shared Fernandez, whose disappointment on how things have been handled was stark.
“I have been completely disregarded,” he said. “I am not trying to save my job, but I am trying to preserve the heritage of the Vanguard I know.”
Giovati feels what should be a perfecting of roles and leader already in place, is instead, seeming to be a simple wiping of the slate.
“If we are eliminating positions that’s one thing, but we are eliminating people,” senior Kyle Harmon and a worship leader for Shine said. “The people I’ve encountered from Bill [Dogterom] and Carlos [Fernandez] in chapel to Shelley [Youd] on VESPA or going into the student life office with Dan [Brown] and Linda [Hartzell] brought a peace. These people really helped form who I am spiritually. Spiritual formation is not the structure, it’s the people.”
Giovati and other student leaders have expressed apprehension that the multi-page list of new responsibilities required of the new Campus Pastor is going to be too administrative and overwhelming.
“It is short-handing the Campus Pastor to eliminate someone who has had so much experience here in the trenches,” Giovati said of Fernandez’ removal.
Students invited to be involved in the Pastoral Search Committee process are now coming forward with questions of why their apprehensions about the new direction were not met forthrightly or given much weight.
“There are many three and four year members of student leadership dynamically concerned with the direction of student life and spiritual formation on campus,” Giovati said candidly.“The students are the ones living this and we care deeply. When we have concerns or are uncomfortable, listen to us. Understand the gravity of those concerns. I think I’ve earned my voice. If I only have 30 to 35 days left, I’m not just going to stand by.”
A definitive answer as to what will happen in the Spiritual Formation Dept. has not been released by administration.


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